In the Throne Room

My name is Gigi and I am a Christian...proud and unapologetic. I was a lifelong Catholic - up until a few years ago when the priest sexual abuse scandal hit a bit too close to home. And rocked my very foundation of beliefs. But by the GRACE of my Lord Jesus Christ, I am finding my way back - not to Catholicism, but to my Savior. This is my journey...I would love it if you would share it with me. Sit with me for awhile, won't you...in the Throne Room of the Lord.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Just...sorrow

Another "9th" is almost over. And I'm one month further in the process of grieving for my Sweet Hubby. I can tell you with every fiber of my being...it doesn't get easier, it doesn't hurt less.

I now know that there are some wounds that time doesn't heal.

I love you sweetheart. And I miss you beyond words.

Always,
Your True
xo

"Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted." Matthew 5:4

3 comments:

Dawn said...: I can only imagine. Dear friends at church are coming up to the year mark - on the 23rd - of losing their wonderful third son, age 22, to an aeortic aneurism. He was counseling at summer camp and just went to sleep, waking up in heaven. The 23rd of every month has been hard, and I wonder how they're going to handle two weeks from yesterday.; July 10, 2009 at 8:30 AM
nancygrayce said...: I'm so sorry! I know that sorrow is so deep and that even though our God comforts, grief is still there. I can't imagine losing my husband, so again, I'm sorry and you are in my thoughts!; July 10, 2009 at 9:07 AM
Jess said...: I have no clue what I could even begin to say that would help...

So i love you and I'm praying.

Jess; July 10, 2009 at 10:24 AM

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From the very hour he was diagnosed, we determined that we would continue to place our trust and faith in the Lord and seek to always honor and glorify Him. Yes, even (especially!) in the midst of chaos. One thing that we KNOW for sure is that God is good ALL the time! We are blessed...

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