In the Throne Room

My name is Gigi and I am a Christian...proud and unapologetic. I was a lifelong Catholic - up until a few years ago when the priest sexual abuse scandal hit a bit too close to home. And rocked my very foundation of beliefs. But by the GRACE of my Lord Jesus Christ, I am finding my way back - not to Catholicism, but to my Savior. This is my journey...I would love it if you would share it with me. Sit with me for awhile, won't you...in the Throne Room of the Lord.

Monday, March 9, 2009

A hard day

Today marks the 4 month anniversary of my Sweet Hubby's homegoing. Some days, I feel like I'm moving forward through the grief. Other days, like yesterday and today, I just want to fall to the ground and cry and cry and cry...

I'm sorry friends. I have no song for you this Music Monday. I miss my husband so very much. And right now, today, I can't think of anything else...

"The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit." Psalm 34:18

3 comments:

Dawn said...: Totally and absolutely understandable!; March 9, 2009 at 8:21 AM
Jody said...: Dear Gigi,
I will be praying for you today that you find sweet rest and comfort in the arms of Jesus.; March 9, 2009 at 9:05 AM
Jess said...: But even through all this you know where to turn and who to turn to. You are even using the scriptures He has given you.

You know I love you and I'm praying for you...

I'm here, but I know our Wonderful Lord is holding you and cradling you in this time.

Love, Jess; March 9, 2009 at 9:49 PM

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On July 8, 2008 my Sweet Hubby was hospitalized for what we thought was a bleeding ulcer. On July 10, 2008 he was diagnosed with Stage IV pancreatic cancer with metastases to his liver. Truly a diagnosis no one ever wants to hear...

From the very hour he was diagnosed, we determined that we would continue to place our trust and faith in the Lord and seek to always honor and glorify Him. Yes, even (especially!) in the midst of chaos. One thing that we KNOW for sure is that God is good ALL the time! We are blessed...

**I've been putting off the update to my intro for quite some time now. But delaying it doesn't change the truth...my new reality. On November 9th, 2008, my Sweet Hubby went to be with Jesus. I miss him every minute of every hour of every day. And I will, until I close my eyes for the last time on this earth only to reopen them in Paradise and see His face...and the face of my beloved once again. But for now, I pray to know God's will for me that I might be used to glorify Him.